I Don’t Want Enough God . . .

  (Granada, Nicaragua)

I would like to buy three dollars’ worth of God, please.  Not enough to explore my soul or disturb my sleep, but just enough to equal a cup of warm milk or a snooze in the sunshine.  I don’t want enough God to make me love an Indian or pick beets with a migrant.  I want ecstasy, not transformation.  I want the warmth of the womb, not a new birth.  I want a pound of the Eternal in a paper sack.  I would like to buy three dollars’ worth of God, please.

Those words are attributed to a Canadian pastor named Freda Moosehunter.  I wish I knew the context in which she felt compelled to express them and the audience to whom she first spoke them.  Her sentiments are armor-piercing.  A surgeon’s scalpel doesn’t cut as clean.  They expose all the ways I protect my home turf.  They mock every defense I carefully erect.  

I don’t want enough God to make me leave a lighter footprint on this fragile planet . . . to inspire me to live with substantially less . . . to change my life in ways different from what I have come to know and love.

(Granada, Nicaragua) 

I don’t want enough God to follow, like Sarah and Abraham, the call to a place unseen . . . to leave, like Ruth, the country of my birth . . . to risk, like Esther, my life to protect a people . . . to let go, like Peter, James and John, the security of fishing nets in favor of some vague promise . . . to commit, like Zacchaeus, to giving the poor half of all I own . . . to be chained in prison, like Paul, for sharing the Good News that challenges the empire.

What I want is a “cup of warm milk” and a “snooze in the sunshine,” assured that God loves me just the way I am and promises to keep me just the way I am.  What I don’t want is a God who would break me, melt me, mold me, and fill me in ways I wouldn’t choose to embrace on my own. 

Most days, a pound of the Eternal and three dollars’ worth of God suits me just fine.

 

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One Comment

  1. Pat Stirling July 23, 2012 at 10:39 am #

    Oh, Dan. You continue to jar and to inspire my complacent lifestyle. I keep a file of your weekly contributions and hope to talk with you about them and share them with others. A fine ministry you have here!